Review: L-Change The World

Watched the movie with Wend. Not a bad spinoff from DeathNote. Get to see the more human side of the lengendary detective L. Lawliet. The only downside of the movie, it downplayed the intellect powers of L.

In the original DeathNote, L was such a great thinker and strategist that it was thrilling just to see him and Kira pitted against each other with just wits alone. This movie however depended more on "action" rather that the mind-blogging mental fight.

And one more thing, there are terms in this movie that is easier to follow if you had watched DeathNote. Go watch DeathNote first, after all it is a spinoff.

It is sad to know that L will still die in the end.

Overall, 7/10. *******

"I'll Be Waiting" by Lenny Kravitz

This is the theme song of "L, Change the World", the song which is playing in the background when this post is published. Really like this song a lot as it speaks my heart.

He broke your heart
He took your soul
You're hurt inside
'Cause there's a hole
You need some time
to be alone
then you will find
what you've always known

I'm the one who really love ya, baby
I've been knockin' at your door

and as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

I've seen ya cry
into the night
I feel your pain
can I make it right?
I realize
there's no end in sight
yet still I wait
for you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves ya, baby
I can't take it anymore

and as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

You are the only one I've ever known
that makes me feel this way, couldn't on my own
I wanna be with you until we're old
you've got the love you need right in front of you, please come home

as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

Z Monster Post.

If only I am a more photoholic like my friend, I would have more pictures to post. Haha. Nonetheless, most of my post will be words, words and more words.
Going for my second night shift soon, can't really sleep now, yet so sleepy. YAWN~

Just went to China Town recently with Wend, realise we kinda fancy the Straits Chinese influenced clothes over at this store called, Isle. The clothes look pretty Indonesian but depends on how you wear it, I think it kinda look good on the both of us. Will be heading there in our next pay day.

Le Grand Chef, American Gangster, The Diving Bell and the Butterfly, CJ7 then Sweeney Todd. Next? L-CHANGE THE WORLD! These two months really a lot of good movies.

Mister 83

Upgraded my template. Took a while to figure things out. Had a few photos which I will upload shortly. :)

Myth about Children

Wen suddenly called me in the morning. Something happened? Ya, a boy, seemingly in secondary school was throwing "pearls" from his bubble tea at Wen on the bus.

He threw once, she endured.

He threw twice, she endured somemore.

He threw thrice, she stood up, went over to him and scolded him.

That unrepentent boy scolded vulgarities at her instead.

When she got off the bus, the boy kept calling her "Doggy".

If I was there, I would want to drag that boy (preferably by his hair) down the bus to the nearest police centre for public harrasement.

There's always a Boy's Home for kids such as these.

So it reminds me of a myth that many adult parents childishly believe in. That "a child will learn the right way as he grows up". That is Nonsensical NONSENSE!

If that is true, then we will not need police forces and prisons in our society.

There is a Chinese saying, "that if a child is not corrected, it is the father's (parents') fault".

So speaking, one of the irritating moments is really to see children monkeying around on a bus or train, disturbing other passengers and the parents just sit there and do nothing. Or worse, encourage the children to continue playing. Irresponsible parents.

There was a joke that reflects well about all these things,

These days, in the education system, the teacher is afraid of the principal,
the principal is afraid of the school board,
the school board is afraid of the ministry,
the ministry is afraid of the parents,
the parents is afraid of the children,
and the children, is afraid of no one.

Ironman? That's what a few people call me.

Yet another person called me iron-man, cuz it seems I don't need much sleep. True, I can't sleep well in the day, I tend to wake up before 8am in the morning no matter how late I sleep, and I can stay out late with friends on consecutive nights.

But it all depend on the company I am with. There is a few friends who I can sacrifice my sleep for anything. :)

These are my Nakama(s). :)

My new CG, N255.


Yet another photo-taking session with Wendy. That's her friend, Carrin besides her.


We kinda like the stairs.


2 pretty ladies. He.


Title: Girl by the Picture.
Sounds classic right? But I like this photo.


Wen said we looked like siblings. Ha.


Last pose of the day. :)

Back to this blog.

After much though, I have decided to come back to blogger. Will I be blogging regurlarly? Guess I will just be glad that I even have time to type a few words. Nonetheless, here I go. Soon that is. :)

My Blog Had Moved!!!

My new blog is at www.serialno8332.multiply.com.

I will be keeping this blog for the sake of all my old entries and pictures. The tag board at the new blog is the same as the one here.

Be sure to add me!

It's Hard Holding You, Loving You, Losing You.

Occasionally, I can be offended by people but learning to express my anger is the only way to keep a friendship strong.

You can't live with a friend offending you all the time.

Neither can you just burst out all of a sudden when you are frustrated.

Both ways will destroy your friendship. There must be a balance.

Regarding relationships I have in the past it can be sung this song.


Should I Stay

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I'm down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You're still in my thoughts

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh... should I stay?
Should I go?

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I...?

This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn't matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about...


So I wondered how come I never talk to some people anymore. I realise that I was greatly hurt by these people and even felt cheated.

I know I am not perfect myself. But there are some things that once done, there can hardly be any trust between two persons anymore.

I remember I am always the one who will initiate the reconciliation.

Even though there may no longer be any anger, there is already a barrier between us.

Harsh? I think not. It is just the consequences of actions.

Have I forgiven them? Yes, and again, maybe not. Because I still remember them. I am no longer angry and I am no longer bothered by it but I still remember how I was hurt.

Nonetheless, I pray to God that these people may be set free. I love them just as Jesus loved them. :)

Why have I not talked to some who was so close to me just a while ago?

Because I have found better friends and I can no longer consider that person a close friend. I have moved on, I have become wiser with who I call friends. It's that simple.

But if you come to me and say "Hi!", we can still talk like old friends. For we are after all, friends to begin with. However, you can no longer expect me to share my most personal things with you.

I am sure you don't share everything about yourself to everyone. So do I. It's that simple.

This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same

TOP MAN is SEASONAL.

So Hardy just won The Singapore Idol. Cool. Actually I supported Jonathon. I thought he is more charming and marketable as a singer.

And ACTUALLY, I never watched any episode of Singapore Idol this season. At most, it was only five or ten minutes when I happen to surf channels or when it was aired on TVMoblie. Haha!

I gathered the information through the news, magazines and of course, the adrenal conversations among the ladies who either roots for Hardy or Jonathon

They are also the one who:

Thinks that Paul Twohill is a freak with bad makeup and singing from bad to worse.

Feels that ousting Mathilda was a great loss to the competition.

Felt that Joakim really can't sing.

And that Jasmine kinda overstayed in the competition.

And the rest are not worth mentioning. Haha!

Went shopping with Minqi and Hong Yun at Parkway Parade on Sunday. Went into TOP MAN and found that after one whole year, they finally come out with some really good designs for their T-shirts and Polos once more. Haha.

I guess TOP MAN is seasonal. It happen that the fall/winter collection last year was also pretty good.

I really like this light-blue T-shirt that has a pattern of a skull on it, looks very Ed Hardy. Haha! Some of the white T-shirts are nice too! (I wear XL by the way cuz I like it loose.)

The polos like I said are also quite nice. But I only like a few of the designs. Most of the tops cost $36. Cheaper than last season. However... I think I had overspent a little so I didn't buy any.

Oh wells...

There's always next time. Haha!

GOD's W.I.P.

I had being a little lazy to upload my photos for the past 2 weeks. Haha! Nonetheless, here are some memorable and interesting photos I have taken.

This was my Final Year Project with my team members. It was presented on a Monday two weeks ago. The topic is about Training Caregivers for Terminal Cancer.

We put in a lot of time, money and effort. We made posters, banners and even booked a lecture room to hold our exhibits.

Putting the long story short, we had a Distinction for it! Praise the Lord! Yeah!!! Haha! After the project's over, we finally felt more relaxed.


This was the class gathering we had last Thursday. I was planning and my Treasurer, Tracy helped me a lot with it.
I played two games.

The first game was Murderer. Every "night", everyone will go to sleep (closing their eyes) and the murderers will go and kill someone. The next "morning", the surviving town's people must vote who is the murderer and remove the person with the highest vote out of the game. This goes on till the murderders (I had two murderers for this game) are all voted out.

The game was a little unfamiliar to the class but they got a hang of it by the second round and there were much commotion going on when those who "died" found out who the murderers were. Haha!

For the first time in my life, I actually see the whole town killed! Not even one murderer was voted out of the game! Haha!

The second game was People Bingo. Everyone were very active in this game, running around to ask people to sign on their paper and at the same time, trying to grab the limited pens that was provided. Haha!

Choy Fung won the first prize of $20 Tangs Voucher (sponsored by yours truly :) ) and Lizhen won the second prize of a Uni Tri-Color Pen which cost $5+.

We had Canadian Pizza and KFC after that. The lecturers we invited said it was well-organized. :)


Here's some funny pictures.

Have a look at "Father" Desmond. Haha!

That's Tidus, a cute little boy. Love to have him around.

Yixuan's "monkey business".

That's Minqi blowing bubble into her Almond Milk Tea. Haha!


Love my CG. Haha!

By the way, I am God's W.I.P. (Work In Progress). So please be patient with me. Really wanna thank Sister Darryl, Desmond and Carolyn for being so supportive during this period of time.

Praise God for friends like you around. :)

"If I must die, I am willing to die."

This words were spoken by Esther thousands of years ago and it currently rings in my mind all the time.

No man is perfect, not even leaders.

I know this long time ago, but I can never believe what I know.

The sooner I had realise how true it is, the sooner I would have understood my leaders and instead of working against them, I would have being a great help to them.

Well... Even I am in the changing phase.

Praise more, don't criticize.

Be careful not to hurt people when I joke.

Be open and truthful to others, especially to the people you treasure.

Be loving and be private when correcting someone.

After all these years, have I not heard all these? Many times. Yet, it takes determination and a change of mindset to put all these into actions.

If I have not totally eliminated all critical words in my conversations and joke, I am sure it had significantly lessened over the past 2 to 3 weeks.

I am stopping to think what I want to say. I am sieving through the choice of words for my jokes.

If it isn't appropriate, if it isn't going to sound nice, I will not let it out of my mouth. Even at the expenses of being called dull and boring.

I have to learn. I rather be dull and boring, than to be irritating and offensive. But I am sure I can strike a balance to be interesting yet at the same time loving.

"If I must die, I am willing to die."

If I don't change, the results will always stay the same.

If I want to grow from glory to glory than my efforts must increase and my methods must change.

Somebody Save Me!!!

We had an AWESOME Zone Outreach on 10th Sept! Many friends came and all of us had a great time!

Read more about it on W372's Blog.

So this song kinda suit the mood/mode I am in now. I know Jesus is my Saviour and I am already saved, don't get me wrong. I am talking about my feelings.

Ever since I came back from the mission trip, I found myself more open than ever before.

I get to see how Pastor Kong work. When Pastor expressed his tiredness in front of us, about his worries when his son was very sick while he was in KL, how he preached so strongly during the confernce and yet never hide his fatigue from us, the image of Pastor as a mythical Great Man of God all collaspe. He had become a human that I could identify with, just an ordinary man but doing extraordinary things for God.

This experience made me all the more respect and love pastor and his vision.

In the past whenever I heard pastor shared about his struggles, I imagined him like Heracles or Jason doing things that normal humans like us can never do. However, seeing him in person during this mission trip made me realise just how real pastor is, and this made all the future messages he preached more credible, more real and more powerful. Because these are the teachings of God through an ordinary man whose life is transparent and truly love God and trust God with all his heart.

The message that really moved me a lot was the one right after the mission trip, the one about emotional baggages.

Pastor had taught about similar topics in the past. However, this was the first time ever this message had really impacted me so much, after attending church for more than 5 years.

During CG, my CGL leader preached the same message again as pastor sensed that many people need to hear it one more time.

In my heart, only a few words keep repeating itself as I listened to the message.

"Stop it already."

"It is so hurting."

"Please let the CG end quickly."

Yes, behind that smiles are really struggles that had being going on for a long time.

So being a Christian after so many years, one would still have much struggles with past hurts and pride?

Yes. And the greatest woe a Christian can do, is to bury that struggle because of fear and pride.

"How can I let people know I made the same mistake again?"

"What will people think that if they know I am still struggling with the same problem after all these years?"

"Will my leader think that I am problematic or unteachable?"

"Will my leader understand how he/she had hurt me?"

All these questions are made in the heart, with fear in the face of pride.

It is not natural at all to share a person's weakness.

In fact, putting my point straight, someone who goes around sharing his/her problems and weaknesses to everyone all the time is really weird, strange and emotionally traumatising to the listeners.

However, burying everything underneath will not help you to bring your problem to the surface to be healed.

There must be a balance of course, that you share with only with the people who are matured and those that you truly trust. Or else, you may find yourself getting more rejections because people who are not mature enough, are usually quick to judge.

Esther 4:11-16
Then Esther told Hathach to go back and relay this message to Mordecai: "The whole world knows that anyone who appears before the king in his inner court without being invited is doomed to die unless the king holds out his gold scepter. And the king has not called for me to come to him in more than a month."
So Hathach gave Esther's message to Mordecai. Mordecai sent back this reply to Esther: "Don't think for a moment that you will escape there in the palace when all other Jews are killed. If you keep quiet at a time like this, deliverance for the Jews will arise from some other place, but you and your relatives will die. What's more, who can say but that you have been elevated to the palace for just such a time as this?"
Then Esther sent this reply to Mordecai: "Go and gather together all the Jews of Susa and fast for me. Do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. My maids and I will do the same. And then, though it is against the law, I will go in to see the king. If I must die, I am willing to die."

Be like Esther, PRAY and FAST. However, that is not enough. If you want a breakthrough, if you want different results, then you must do something different.

You have to step out of your comfort zone and start facing your struggles openly. It is terrifying to share your weaknesses with another person. That is true even for Esther, don't even think that she was not terrified when she entered into the king's presence. She had to be trembling all the way that day when she left her room and made her way to the king's chamber.

Anyone who go to the king's chamber uninvited was doomed to die if the king doesn't pardon him/her.

And Esther was going to say to the king with words that would contradict a ruling that he made earlier. Another reason that could cost her life.

However, unless you have an attitude of "If I must die, I am willing to die" like Esther, you would never see your breakthroughs in life. You will miss many opportunities and you will only cause more hurts to yourself and to the people around you.

Be strong and God will pave the way. God is good.

Back From KL Mission Trip!!!

I have made a very long post on W372's Blog so I am not intending to make a long one here. Haha!

Nonetheless, here are some of the pictures I had taken, there will be more on W372's Blog. The mission trip was really AWESOME and UNFORGETABLE! I have also made many new friends, had new encounters with God and got to know the leaders more.

Me, Samantha, Pastor Zhuang, Pastor Audrey, Yixuan and Desmond.

Two tall guys with one not-so-tall girl. Haha!

Super BIG mug of juice for supper!

New friend, Martin and I, both of us were security.

Pastor Kevin Loo, senior pastor of CHC-KL.

New friend, Chew Ling.

Brother Robin.

Pastor Kenneth.

The security team from Singapore and KL.

The final photo shot with PASTOR KONG!!!

We also went shopping with the very little free thing we had and blessed each other. Haha!

Yixuan bought a very cool looking metal bracelet for me and it wasn't cheap but it was what I wanted! She also bought a pink Mickey T-shirt for Desmond which he likes.

I in turn bought a wallet that she like and a Mickey pouch thay she wanted. Desmond bought her a colorful Mickey polo-tee for her. Haha!

Our "Harvest". Haha!

Finally, I just want to thank all of you who had prayed for me and the rest of the mission team. God is good, He had protected us and made this trip very successful. I am sure revival is indeed happening in Malaysia! Amen!

Mission Trip KL!

I will be away on my mission trip to KL, starting today!!!

Just before I go, I wanna thank Jacelyn for helping me take so many photos during the AH health screening. They are beautiful! I will post the photos when I return.

Visit W372's Blog for the lastest updates.

Great Day of Revelations

I begin to read "The Heavenly Man" today. I read just the first four chapters and I already felt so moved by the works of Brother Yun. In fact, just reading the foreword alone is almost enough to move me to tears, which I didn't because I was on the MRT. Haha.

Sometimes, I really wonder why I don't seem to have any best friends who stayed with me young. I do have people I used to call best friends in the past, but as time pass, I called someone else my best friends.

Sometimes I wonder if there is anything wrong with that and that was until Pastor mentioned that we have to keep moving on from where we are and as we move on, we will change the company we hang out with. Also, friends are there to see you through different periods of your life.

The foreword for "The Heavenly Man" was written by one of the brothers who went through thick and thin with Brother Yun in the past. They were arrested and tortured in prison. Because they were locked in different cells, they even shouted to each other down the corridor to encourage one another.

That brother then mentioned that they have since drifted apart because God had called them to move in different directions.

I am sure many people have not even went through what these two persons have experienced and yet when it is time for them to part, the two of them were still willing to let go and choose to obey God, leaving behind the many wonderful memories they had together.

As I look back at the friends I have made, I just realise that my best friends just change as I move on in life. In fact, the quality of the friends and friendships improved over the years. It is really interesting indeed, that I am making friends with more awesome people. Perhaps, that is a good sign that I am growing.

And so just today, I just knew that we have gotten "A" for both the presentation we have presented! Praise the Lord! Haha.

I also chatted a lot on W372's tagboard this afternoon. Chloe, Cordy, Mei Hui was online! It is amazing to see the Tagboard so busy. Haha.

After that, I went to Bugis Street to get some new jeans and top. Meihui came to joined me and also bought a pair of jeans. She got it at a pretty good deal cuz I know the shop owner pretty well. Haha.

Meihui was almost late for her bible study after trying out and buying the jeans. We rushed down to church office as fast as we could. Had many interesting conversation with her. Haha.

Later, I went down to City Hall to meet Carolyn who offered to help out with COPE. As it was still early, we went down to Toa Payoh central and ate some really nice Chwee Kuey.

We move on to Toa Payoh meeting area to register the elderly for this Saturday's health screening at AH. We were also joined by Guan Him, one of the ministry member. The elderly were very active tonight. Haha. Had some very interesting conversation with them.

In fact, this Saturday, Carolyn will also come to help out at COPE. However, I was called back to AH to help the hospital with the health screening. So I will get to see the COPErs on Saturday but I will not be with them... It will still be fun but it will never be the same when not serving with them. Haha.

Carolyn left to meet her friend after that. Guan Him and I went to meet Jacelyn for dinner. She happen to just finished bible study and was on her way home, to Ang Mo Kio. I knew very well she will yet to have dinner as she expected to end her work late today. Haha.

We ate at Ang Mo Kio central S11. The prawn noodle there is really nice! The soup is very thick and fragrant and the chilli isn't too hot but it enhanced the flavour of the noodle.

Had some interesting talks with Jace and Guan Him too. Later took the MRT together with Guan Him and shared quite many revelations with to each other.

Yes. Today is very much a fruitful day. Haha.

Photos with my new camera.

Here's some photos I taken during COPE saturation with my new camera. Hehe.





Attended Dr. A.R. Bernard's conference and it was FANTASIC!!! More about it on my post in W372's Blog.

Going to sleep now. More updates again... Haven't sleep for 2 nights.

Finally... A DIGI CAM! and MISSION TRIP!!

I bought my digital camera yesterday! It is the new range of Exilms by Casio. Although mine was the cheapest among the range, the Z60, I am still very happy and excited to own it!

A certain electronic chain is selling it at $459. However, this particular shop at Ang Mo Kio call M S Color Service is selling it at $449.

The best thing is, they will allow you to bargain and I manage to get it at $410! With an original pouch, a 512mb SD card and a screen protector thrown in!

What else about it?

Slim, light-weight, 6 megapixel, 3x optical zoom, large screen, best-shot function, anti-shake function and of course, SUPER USER FRIENDLY! Almost foolproof. And it is more affordable than other cameras around it's range. Casio is also a trustworthy brand.

I will be going for KL mission trip from 28th Aug to 1st Sept. It is going to be KL's Emerge and I believe it is going to be AWESOME!

Going to capture all the excitement with my Z60. Haha. Praise the Lord!

Mr. and Mrs. Seet

Went to NTUC today and bought so much things! Just so I can cook curry for mum's birthday today. Haha.

This was the first time I made curry and it isn't too fantastic. It isn't so bad, really. My mum, bro and I finished the whole portion of 9 chicken wings, potatoes and carrots! I am a natural cook I guess. Haha. However, I hope I can make better curry next time.


Yesterday, my team completed one of the four presentations for this semester, on Cleft Lip and Palate. As our facilitator gave us more time to present, we came up with certain new ideas.

First of all, I introduced myself when it was my turn to present. I crap a little bit, saying that i always have to take care of both child and parents so I am like a father to them. Thus, everyone called me the Godfather. The class and the facilitator were a little lost, but only for a while, they laughed the moment my team mate played the theme music from "The Godfather". Haha.

I have this idea of getting the audience to participate in our role play. Everyone wasn't very sure about the idea at first but after explaining to them how it will work, they all think it is a great plan to get points for audience participation!

So before the role play, I will call out the class to vote one guy and one gal from the audience. They will play as parents and will be instructed by my team mate what to do, which basically just answering three questions.

The guy's family name was Seet, so I refered to them throughout the role play as Mr. and Mrs. Seet. Their awkwardness made the whole thing even more entertaining. Haha. (I am evil. :P)

There were much clappings and laughter among the audiences. Haha. There was a part where my team mate asked the "mother" if she breast feed, she forgot the answer and turned to ask the "father", "Do I breast feed?"

"You are asking me?" The "father" replied in astonishment.

This unplanned senerio made the whole class laughed. Haha.

The last part to every presentation is a conclusion. Instead of doing a "quick" and "thank goodness it is over" kind of conclusion like everyone else, I asked my team mate to present a bit longer for it.

We used a newspaper article to talk about the topic. It was summarized together with a picture from the article, a boy who had cleft lip surgery and his before operation photo. It proved to be a very good move.

The facilitator said we could have add in a few points but we manage to cover very extensively on that very short twenty minutes. (Yes! We manage to do it within 20mins!) He said we will definitely get a "A" for this presentation. Haha.

So one down and three more to go. The next one is this Friday! Busy busy! But Fun! Haha.

National Day Parade! (NDP)

Went through deliverance service with Rev. Mike Connell two weeks ago. Attended the 20th Festival of Praise and CHC's 17th Anniversary. Not going to say much here since I already posted it on W372's blog. Haha.

Two weeks ago, I brought the elderly to watch NDP Preview with the Copers. I took a lot of pictures with my friend's camera. Waited quite awhile to get the picture's from her.

Photos taken with Copers and elderly.

The day events.

Paratroopers coming down! Elderly watching above intently.

The parade formation.

The night events.

The fire works. It got kinda smoky. Haha.

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE!!!